What is the meaning of life? Is it to do something you love or is it to focus on your family and spend time with them? I’m asking because I am kind of torn between chasing my dreams overseas and going back home to my hometown to spend time with my family while they are still around. It is a really tough choice because I love both of them but can’t have them both at the same time. It is like these famous rock stars that never get to see their family but do the craft that they love. Heating and cooling equipment repairs is my job here overseas, and although I could do the same thing back home for this local contractor, my bandmates are here and this is where I need to be to try and make my dreams a reality. I guess I will give it another year or so and then decide if it is moving in the right direction, and if it isn’t then I will pack up and move back home to be with my flock. It is cool working on heated floors and doing furnace sales, but missing my family all of the time has been weighing on me recently and making me a bit sad. My uncle is now dying, which is a reminder that things won’t be the same forever back home, and if I wait too long I may find myself going back to nobody. I could do furnace filter sales back home but if I am not pursuing my dreams I could end up even sadder.